Torment me will you...?

Unravelling from the unending thoughts of you,
Drowning in intoxication,
Peddling away from you to the ends of the world,
Trailing in woods, crumpling your thoughts under my feet.
Still you haunt me you ruthless devil!
I am hermit in search of solitude.
Leave me alone I am certainly not from mars.
Desolate me please.

But what is this?
When I am running away from

you a part of me is running towards you.
I wonder whether it likes you or the pain.